The last month i have been dating this guy, Cory. Well, he is an amazing guy. So, naturally, i had to break his heart. Girls say there are no good guys out there anymore. I,personally, beg to differ. I have yet to meet a none great guy. Of course they all have there moments. But every guy iv met for awhile has been pretty amazing in one way or another. Like Cory, for example. He is so sweet, fun to be around, and he made me smile. But me, being me I couldnt be happy. I don't understand it. Yet it happens all the time. I think what I will be the most happy with right now is to be single. To go out, have fun, meet new people, and enjoy every moment. This is why i hurt every guy i meet. I fall for them and so we rush thing then i realize that it isnt what i want. I believe i do this because im trying to get over my ex. We broke up over 6 months ago... I was so in love with him, so happy with him, and now i am incapable of getting that same feeling i got with him. I miss the butterflies i got everytime he kissed me or even held my hand. I still get butterflies when he walks into the room or when he looks at me. I can't seem to get rid of my feelings for him. But even if i were to 'talk' to him again i dont think that that is what i want. I am not in a point in my life where i want a relationship. I don't want to be with just one person when there are so many great people out there that i havent met yet. How can i know that someone i meet tomorrow is or isnt the one im supposed to be with? Why do i need to know that? And, why should i waste my time in a relationship that i know is going nowhere and possibly miss out on meeting someone i was ment to meet. Someone that could change my life. Why should i miss out on someone/thing great?
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