Change.

My last post was about how much I hated living in North Carolina. Well, now that I am back in Utah I miss it, a lot. I met a lot of amazing people out there. I changed a whole lot too. I opened up more and am no longer shy. I figured out how to talk to people that I don't know, how to read people. Along with changing I learned a lot about myself. About what I want out out of my life. What I want out of my relationships with people. Not only with a man, but with my family, and friends. The change back to Utah has been fun as well. I finally moved out on my own. Completely on my own. In North Carolina, living with my sister was pretty much just like living with my parents. No bills, free food, having to come home at a certain time, not being able to do what I want, the normal teenage white girl problems. Now I'm on my own. I have roommates, who I love. Well, the one I love. I love being on my own. I love the freedom, the responsibility, the day to day changing and growing and learning. The biggest change in my life is going to be starting school. I am starting massage therapy school in a week. This is the scariest/most exciting thing I have ever done in my life. In 7 1/2 months I can get a big kid job and get out of Buffalo Wild Wings hell! I am learning to love change.